Anxiety PTSD Insomnia

So I just don't have the strength to pick up the pieces. But after 2 days I have decided I need to. So yes I may be putting up a wall but I am picking up the pieces and becoming strong again. My kids are my why. They need a strong mom who is going to be there for them. No more self pity for me. Just because I'm not sure what's going to happen doesn't mean I can't move forward. So I choose to move forward and it will get better one day at a time. This is I am strong and Independant and figure it out. Always have and always will. I'm gonna continue to make my dreams come true. I got this.

ARGUMENTS: well I have been trying to do a lot better lately. And my hubby and I have had our fair share of disagreements lately. Well there was a big one recently due to an accident. There was a lot said and I got hurt and it ticked me off. Im still mad about it . But basically one of the things said that I NEED TO GET MY **** TOGETHER! Well that ticked me off. I get it but then it seems to all go back to my anxiety etc and it sucks. For every step I seem to take forward every once in a while I seem to take a few steps back. I've said it myself too but I do think I have it together. And anxiety isn't always the reason I do things. But it seems like once ppl know you have something whether it be anxiety , pts, bipolar, depression that any decision or choice according to other is cuz of that and its ridiculous cuz its like you're not a reg person any more.